Not a good feeling...

Well today I woke up in somewhat of a disappointed mood.. I am not onery or grouchy, just very unsatisfied with life right now... I am letting some people bring the worst out in me & its not a good feeling. I am not a mean, bad, hateful or hurtful person.. I think what I have been threw the last month is what has caused me to loose it and be that kind of person. Its pretty dang sad that a Man has got to be the reason a Women gets so Catty & Emotional... Girls always seem to take the wrong approach and blaim the 'OTHER' girl in all reality the girl should never take all the blaim or suffer from something so un-called for.. So just thought I as a grown women needed to vent and apologize to a very specific person.. Even though this person may never read this or know how sorry I am I think I have been so heart broken for what was said to this person and that this person needs to know that she is a  very amazing mother & person in general & that I think she is a very strong person..

I felt this is something that needed to be done in order for me to forgive myself.. I truley hope somehow this person finds a way to read this just so they know that what was said came from hurt & anger.. So again im very sorry & hope you know that....