Life

Life.. What a great subject to Blog on these days.. My life has been Crazy, Kaotic, Happy, Sad, Angry, EMOTIONAL, and Stressful.. A little of everything has been going on in this life of mine.. This year has been a very emotional year in general.. SO much has happened that I never thought could happen.. There has been very Great Amazing things that have happened in 2012 but also a few things that have left a empty place in my Heart..

Just to name a few on the Great Side:

*I Married the most amazing man in the world that I call My Best Friend..

*We are Expecting another Beautiful Baby Girl this November & can not wait to meet her..

*We got to meet Our New Niece Bella in July which was a great Blessing to our family..

*Finally have felt a peace about separating My Daughter from her mother & father..

*Reunited with all My Real Dad's side of the family, have not seen them in about 10 years

*Gracie Mae started 4 year Pre-School

*Koyle Ray started Kindergarten

To name a few on the Bad/Sad side

* I lost my brother in-law on Jan 1, 2012

* Garrett lost his job in Jan which had to lead us out of our home in which we worked so hard for

*My Dad passed away on May 7, 2012

*Spent way to many hours in a hospital watching him suffer to add to my father passing

*Lost another good friend to Suicide this month

So my point to this blog is that in all honesty you never know what GOD is capable of & that some moments with your loved ones may be your last, SO  every single word you speak, hug you give or smile you pass may be the last time someone gets to experience it... I have so many blessing in this great life that I looked past eachday until so much was taken from me, now I make sure to never let any special moment slip threw my fingers :)

This fits perfect into my thought I just put out :)

One Lucky Girl

1. As we were driving home from Garrett's Grandma's the other night, Garrett out of no where says Babe. i just want you to know that I love you more than I have ever Loved anything in my whole life.. He said you are my dream come true and I feel so Blessed that I found you :(. It literally brought tears to my eyes because he was so serious and he was so sure about what he was saying to me. And for him to say BLESSED thats a huge deal right there!! He has got to be the sweetest husband anyone could ever ask for.. He lives in fear everyday that I am going to up and leave, only because of what happened in his past.. If anygirl ever knew that he is the best guy in this world.. He has given me so mcuh to believe in when it comes to our relationship.. He amazes me eachday by the sweet text's I get at 5 am or 3pm or 6 pm..Anytime during the day is a new surprise for me!! Of course we have our days that not everything is perfect and we do argue. But we never ever let them days drag us down we just argue for a moment and then we are over it. We have learned that fighting will never solve what we are having an issue with and that talking and loving each other is what makes us push on!!! I am Truely blessed myself that I married my best friend and the one I know makes me a better lover!!! So just wanted to let him know that he is amazingly perfect and I love him so so much!!! Muahhh

Back to the Grind!!!

So it has been no nice enjoying all these summer days with my Little Miss.. But it is defiantly a struggle with me only working part-time.. No extra money for anything :(   I did get all Grace's school clothes bought this past weekend which was not to bad, all we have left to buy is a few more pairs of shoes and accessories! I think that with Kloee coming in 14 weeks and knowing I have SO much to buy is very over whelming.. my mom and sister are buying me a Stroller/Car seat.. Garrett's Mom is buying us a Glider/Ottoman and Grandma Karen and Susie are buying our swing!! They are throwing me a shower in Oct.. So I should not be as stressed as I am.. Even though babies require a lot of  attention, they do not need the best of everything and I have came to the conclusion that the basics are going to be just fine! with Grac we went crazy and I had to have the Best of the Best and literally it was a waste of money.. and she could have cared less.. So I've learned to buy what fits the budget not what breaks the bank or impresses people!!! SO here are a few things I have picked out for Kloee before her little amazing life starts!!!
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I have done some major research on these swings and they seems to be one of the best out there! Just have not found a color I like....

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I found a cradle similar to this one. It is more square and does not have wheels!! Garr & I already bought the material to make the bedding for it!! Its going to be darling!!

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This is exactly the color I am wanting. Her crib, dresser and changing table are all white and her bedding is pink, white and brown so this would be PERFECT!!

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Now for the little stuff.. I plan on breastfeeding so have not looked much into bottles or any of that stuff. But my question for any moms out there reading this... I have heard very good things about the new favoritism of the Cloth Diapers??? Anyone ever used them with the changing plastics?? I have had a few ladies told me they prefer them.. ???? Just curious? Im a total Huggies fan myself but have had this new trend on my mind... Anyhow thats just a little list of items ion store for Kloee!!! Lots more to post Later!!

Been a While!!!

Well it's been a little bit since I have posted.. Life has just been busy and good!! We have been enjoying summer as much as possible, It is a a HOTTT one this year so it is a bit hard to enjoy the summer while being hott and miserable!! We have been doing Lots and Lots of swimming!! I only work Part-time now so I am off at 2:30 everyday and only work everyother Sat. so as soon as this Mama is off work Grace & I are always off to the Pool or some kind of adventure!!! Working Part-time has been Fantastic!! I wanted to be sure that I got as much time with my princess before little sis kloee comes!! I am having major anxiety about having another little one while still trying to raise a little one.. Im so scared she is going to feel left out and like she don't get the attention she deserves anymore.. I literally cry ALL the time when she is not with me and she is with her Dad. I feel so lost without her, Just breaks my heart to have to split up her sweet little memories she is making. She was in the Little Miss Tooele County and I literally was boling in the stands when she walked on stage!! She is just growing up so fast and she looked SO BEAUTIFUL!! Garrett thinks I am crazy cause I cry all the time but I tell him, it's your fault you did this to me :)!! JK I am really happy to be expecting another little princess, just so nervous for her to come!! The only thing we have bought so far is her bedding and 2 U of U Onsesies!! We have so much to do and have to start all over with this one!! So I guess all we can do is a little at time!! And I really need to start getting Crafty again like I used to be!! Life is just so diffrent this go around then it was when I was Pregnant with Grace.. but it's not a bad thing!!! I can not believe its already almost time for Grace to go nback to school.. She is super excited to! I have not even started shopping at all :(... I have been a major slacker oviously!! I guess One good trip to the city is all I will need to get it done!! Se loves going shopping with her Mama now that she is getting older!! I love our shopping playdates, they are the best!! Anyhow I better get back to work so I'll catch up with ya'all later!!!

My Princess at 2012 Little Miss Tooele County!!!

Just a Glimpse...

Muah

Our picture table.. Need to find a better one

Grace holding our rings

Could not get my ring on ..Haha

..My Honey and I..

Love this one!!

Congrats Hugs

Grace

My Fat Belly & Grace

Mom Grace Dad

Grace. Syndey. Seaera. Talon

Mom Tina. Garrett. Dad Jim

Our Cute Cupcake! Thanks to one of my Besties Jamie Trujillo

Garrett & Marcus

My Mom. Brother. Sister

I love you ALWAYS.. FOREVER & NO MATTER WHAT

Today is the Day!

So I am really exciyed for today! My new baby niece Bella Marie Garcia will be here in about an hour!! Can NOT wait!! She is going to be so beautiful. Seems like just yesterday we found out Tiffany was excpecting and now the day is here!! So as soon as I meet her I will post pictures!!! Love you Bella I can not wait to meet you!!!!